just stuff....

[bradsgirl04]

today was a shitty day kinda . my friend Shadd is pissed at me because I smoked one time . wow i don't think it's a big deal but i dont know . it's not like im ever gonna do it again. i just did it because i was upset about stuff.. like i was messing my dad a lot and i was mad at my dad's family from how they were treating me . they treat me like crap and i hate it .God i sure do mess my dad . i love him so much , this past year has been a hard one for me but i have all my mom's side of the family and friends to help me threw it . So thats good. Any ways ... I wish Shadd would get over it and forgive me becouse i hate it that he is mad at me but im never gona do it again becouse i got sick from it .He's a good friend I dont want to lose him . Yesterday was my grandpa's birthday , we went out to eat for his birthday it was fun . Brad called me and i told him would call him back and he thought I ment when i got done ordering my food but I ment when I got home so i called his house and he wasnt there so I left a meassage for him to call me back and he did but I did'nt here the phone becouse i was outside so he left a meassage sayin " im callin you back why dont you call me later on and some other shit it was kinda shitty but oh well.. everything is fine with me and Brad (my baby) . But I just wish Shadd would get his head out of his ass and forgive me .
bye for now ,
heather