Sep 22, 2003 19:00
Why does family have to be so rud and weird ?? My dad's family is gettin on my nervers so BAD RIGHT NOW !!!. THEY TREAT ME LIKE SHIT!! like well even when my dad was still alive my dad's family have treated me and my brother like crap . they have always treated us differnt . In Aug. i went over to my grandparents house with my cousin megan and my aunt , the whole time i was there i just wanted to cry and leave . just becouse I DID'NT FEEL LIKE I WAS WANTED , I FEELT THAT I SHOUD'NT BE THER THAT THEY DIDNT WANT ME TO BE TEHRE .
like everything made me think of my dad and they did'nt even really talk to me that much. that makes me mad and it hurts mine and justin's feelings that they dont call and talk to us or anything, and i know if DAD knew how they TREATED US then HE WOULD'NT BUT UP WITH IT . HE WOULD HATE IT .AND LAST NIGHT I WAS SO ... UPSET WITH MY COUSIN MEGAN . I GOT OFF HERE WITHOUT SAYIN BYE OR ANYTHING TO HER . THEN BRAD CALLED ME AND I ALMOST STARTED TO CRY TO HIM ,MOM,JUSIN, MEGAN (MY BROTHERS GIRLFRIED )AND I WAS LIKE IM NOT HAVIN ANYTHING TO DO WITH DADS FAMILY AT ALL IF THERE GONA TREAT ME AND JUSTIN LIKE THIS . well im gona go bye and talk to my BABY !!
luv ya all ,
heather