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May 18, 2004 23:24


wow i thought i was better about shit but i found some shit out and im all depressed again.. sucks so much ass

well fools yesterday i hung with jim his g/f, mckee, casey and jessica and amanda were there too and justin it was pretty cool then me and amanda went tanning and it was kool then i went home and went to bills at 10:30 pm and got soooo ( Read more... )

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obession May 19 2004, 01:07:53 UTC
When are you done with school for the summer?

I hope everything is getting better..your away messages are sad =//

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bradman645 May 19 2004, 12:49:09 UTC
june 10th!!! a few weeks cant wait summer will be sooooo bad ass..and thank u i will be getting better sooner or later im still kinda upset over some shit and sorry for the sad away messages ill make them more happy for ya! :-)

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vee_vee33 May 19 2004, 05:35:04 UTC
wow brad i dont even know what to fucking say.......just i hate what you turn to when your sad if somethings buging you talk to someone dont go drink and do pot and think thats its all just going to go away cuz its not its all going to be there the n-day.....just think about that before you go and fuck up your life and im only saying all of this cuz i dont want to see you fucking your self over in the long run.....

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bradman645 May 19 2004, 13:21:23 UTC
ur wrong tho kinda vee vee!! yeah my problems will be there somewhat but pot does help me forget about it even when i sober up from it, it helps me... its not like im gonna go back to doing it everyday....but i dont really care about myself no more really the only thing i care about with me is grades..

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_lovinq May 19 2004, 08:18:26 UTC
your being fucking ridiculous...your better than that..and you know that....

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bradman645 May 19 2004, 13:31:42 UTC
i am fucking ridiculous.... i am fucking retarded.....im fucking gay.....im fucking shitty person....im a fucking bad b/f....im a fucking bad friend.....im a fucking psycho... im fucking everything bad...i cant do shit right......ive said it soooo many times before im a fuck up and u say NO UR NOT DONT SAY THAT well look at me im getting fucking durnk on school nights staying out till 2 am fucking shit faced and smoking pot with my old friends.....im fucked up amanda dont say im not cuz i am....u dont know half the shit that goes thru my mind... its messed up....believe it or not pot does help me out if i wouldnt of smoked yesterday i would of been all depressed today too... im fucking horrible..

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vee_vee33 May 20 2004, 05:52:35 UTC
i think the hole thng is fucked up ......not you brad but what your going though right now is fucked up dont be so hard on your self....

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bloodysorrows38 May 24 2004, 07:37:20 UTC
did u read what u wrote...u say u would be all depressed today if u didnt smoke pot yesterday but look u are all putting urself down and shit. yea u are real happy brad. and no pots not helping u. it help u to FORGET everything... doesnt mean the feelings arent there rready to come back. then that is worse becuz then u feel shitty and dont know why. all pot is use for is to hide urself and to runaway..but soonerr or later u have to face up and handle what life brings u becuz u cant run away forever

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has_at_last May 20 2004, 07:05:32 UTC
brad babe i love you don't hurt yourself i want you so bad sexy man i want your nuts right now don't forget i love you just like vee and amanda do

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