Seven years ago today, I woke up at 6:30 am to get ready for work. I went out to the living room of the apartment that my best friend and I were living in Louisville, and I turned on the TV, as I always did. I noticed that there were messages on the answering machine, and when I hit the button, I heard my mother yelling like a maniac on the
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Also in the same apartment complex I had made a new friend who I later found out was dealing drugs with her husband. They lived upstairs from me. They were found out by the airport one night with their faces shot off. The news said it was a drug deal gone bad.
I moved right after that. It seems like to me, though, that no matter where a person chooses to live there are always tragedies of some kind going on right under our noses. It's not a bad thing that we don't usually notice. It's just that we all have our own lives to live and can't be responsible for other people's decisions: bad or good. So, don't beat yourself up about what happened. It wasn't your fault.
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And you're right, I can't beat myself up, but every once in a while I go "Hmmm..."
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