So, here it is...my not so secret shame.
So, I've talked about it briefly on here, but the new project I was talking has to do with the fact that I am a hoarder.
Yes, it's true.
I wish I could just be funny about it and say OH AHAHA I AM JUST A PACK RAT, but I have come to realize in the last few months that it is not just a funny problem. It's a very serious problem, and it is starting to take over my life. So, rather than just sit back and let it happen, I am doing something about it. My new project is a blog (YES ANOTHER ONE) that will chronicle my quest to try to get my life, and my junk, cleaned up.
Please understand that this is absolutely terrifying for me. I feel very strange just putting myself out there like this in a very real way. It's different than this LJ because in this LJ, I'm somewhat anonymous still, and I don't usually talk about srs bsns stuff. I'm opening myself for judgment and ridicule, for shock and horror, and even though I don't see all of you on a daily basis, I do wonder what you think about me. One look at the state of my life, and I am afraid you will all go OMFG WTF GET ME AWAY FROM HER.
It probably sounds crazy to think that my messy ass house could make people stop talking to me, but it has crossed my mind. But I think that is the point of this. There is accountability if I put this out there. I can't just leave this to sit and get worse if I have people looking at me. And if it helps someone else in some small way, well, that's even better.
So, anyway, feel free to check out this mess (LITERALLY AHAHA), comment if you like, and so forth. I'll update it when I make progress and have things to talk about, and it's really there more for me to look at and keep myself in check.
her hoard
I guess that was the hard part, right?
RIGHT!?!
Yes, it's true.
I wish I could just be funny about it and say OH AHAHA I AM JUST A PACK RAT, but I have come to realize in the last few months that it is not just a funny problem. It's a very serious problem, and it is starting to take over my life. So, rather than just sit back and let it happen, I am doing something about it. My new project is a blog (YES ANOTHER ONE) that will chronicle my quest to try to get my life, and my junk, cleaned up.
Please understand that this is absolutely terrifying for me. I feel very strange just putting myself out there like this in a very real way. It's different than this LJ because in this LJ, I'm somewhat anonymous still, and I don't usually talk about srs bsns stuff. I'm opening myself for judgment and ridicule, for shock and horror, and even though I don't see all of you on a daily basis, I do wonder what you think about me. One look at the state of my life, and I am afraid you will all go OMFG WTF GET ME AWAY FROM HER.
It probably sounds crazy to think that my messy ass house could make people stop talking to me, but it has crossed my mind. But I think that is the point of this. There is accountability if I put this out there. I can't just leave this to sit and get worse if I have people looking at me. And if it helps someone else in some small way, well, that's even better.
So, anyway, feel free to check out this mess (LITERALLY AHAHA), comment if you like, and so forth. I'll update it when I make progress and have things to talk about, and it's really there more for me to look at and keep myself in check.
her hoard
I guess that was the hard part, right?
RIGHT!?!