End of Uni
I have done my last exam. So relieved. It went pretty badly but I hope I have enought credits even if I totally fail that module. I don't feel elated like I should as this thing is hanging over me: whether I have done enough to graduate or not.
If university is supposed to be the best time in your life; kill me now, seriously. It has been pretty miserable for parts and boring for other parts. Maybe it's because I didn't make any best friends, but I just feel like I could have dissapeared a no-one would notice. I had such a clear picture of what it would be like, and the first term of first year was sort of like I imaginged but it went down hill from there.
From inconsiderate flatmates, to boring lectures, to feeling out of my depth with the work, it just wasn't the environment that I saw in films and tv of young people discussing theories or philosphy or hearing famous authors. Maybe I chose the wrong subject, you don't tend to get that sort of thing with biological sciences.
I really am glad its nearly over. I just want to get a 2.2 if possible. I think a 2.1 is pretty out of the question at this point. If I don't get at least a desmond then I don't think I can face going to graduation. It is going to be so depressing seeing classmates with all their plans for the future, where as all I have are questions and half formed ideas.
Can I just skip forward 5 years to when I have a career sorted? Please? If anyone is listening, I'd be very grateful.
If university is supposed to be the best time in your life; kill me now, seriously. It has been pretty miserable for parts and boring for other parts. Maybe it's because I didn't make any best friends, but I just feel like I could have dissapeared a no-one would notice. I had such a clear picture of what it would be like, and the first term of first year was sort of like I imaginged but it went down hill from there.
From inconsiderate flatmates, to boring lectures, to feeling out of my depth with the work, it just wasn't the environment that I saw in films and tv of young people discussing theories or philosphy or hearing famous authors. Maybe I chose the wrong subject, you don't tend to get that sort of thing with biological sciences.
I really am glad its nearly over. I just want to get a 2.2 if possible. I think a 2.1 is pretty out of the question at this point. If I don't get at least a desmond then I don't think I can face going to graduation. It is going to be so depressing seeing classmates with all their plans for the future, where as all I have are questions and half formed ideas.
Can I just skip forward 5 years to when I have a career sorted? Please? If anyone is listening, I'd be very grateful.