I feel strange today.
We lost, but I don't really feel it. I'm lonely as hell. I miss my family, and I miss Billy. I miss my dogs.
There's something wrong with me, I think. I haven't been feeling like myself. I've been...depressed, which is very unlike me. I've had moments where I'm so happy I could burst and then I just switch so quick and I don't feel like talking to anyone. It's...this ambiguity is starting to bother me. I've made a doctor's appointment for when we get back to Houston. I just am feeling...very not like myself.
There's something missing in my life, and I can't fathom that, because I've got everything I could ever want or need. But I know that something's missing, I can feel it in my heart. Something's wrong with me and I don't know what it is.
There's something wrong with me, I think. I haven't been feeling like myself. I've been...depressed, which is very unlike me. I've had moments where I'm so happy I could burst and then I just switch so quick and I don't feel like talking to anyone. It's...this ambiguity is starting to bother me. I've made a doctor's appointment for when we get back to Houston. I just am feeling...very not like myself.
There's something missing in my life, and I can't fathom that, because I've got everything I could ever want or need. But I know that something's missing, I can feel it in my heart. Something's wrong with me and I don't know what it is.