blahh
its been so weird lately. life in general has. i can't really figure out how i feel. i can't seem to figure myself out. and its so freakin' frustrating. sometimes i feel content but then the next minute i am so at odds with myself i want to scream. i'm not sure that college is right for me. i seem to think that changing my major will do the trick, but to what, i have no fucking clue. i wish i was like 12 again. then i wouldn't have to make hard decisions and life would be so much easier. but what good would that do me, none really. i guess i just miss life when it was simple. everything is just confusing the hell out of me. whether it be school or work or just my social life in general. i don't think i'm exceling anywhere. at all. i hate to sound like a complainer, i'm really not, i'm just at a loss right now.
oh. i watched grey's on friday...and i really liked it :-)
oh. i watched grey's on friday...and i really liked it :-)