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..Small flittering hands rest at the keyboard as Brittany scans over her friend's page. Wrinkling her nose in distaste more than a few times, she decides just to do the update and get it over with. Once she reaches the appropriate little white box, she starts typing almost automatically, having already decided what she was going to write about...
This thing is almost becoming bothersome. I never know what to say and when I say something, it's boring. I had a chat with Liv the other day about our friendship not really being a friendship. Well, I just can't relate to anyone right now. Especially her. I'm happy for her and all of the good things that have come her way. Hopefully, good things will come my way soon. It's a simple fact that we aren't bestfriends anymore. That's really a stupid title anyway. It's only there to make each other feel better about where we stand in the line of importance. We're merely friends who have discussions (had is a more appropriate word) and sometimes confide in each other. She'll always be my friend, we're just at different points in our life. (I will always lvoe you to the bottom of my heart, ******. And, I'm there if you ever need someone.) I held onto that dream friendship for awhile. Thinking that we were both just busy and once we started talking more everything will be okay. But, it's hard to talk when you have nothing to say. It's time for me to let go and be a big girl. Aww. Molly. Kidding, dears.
I haven't many friends right now, anyway. I'm too busy. I have LBB to work on, King of the Hill, and now a record to start writing tracks for. (I'll talk about that un momento.) Friends demand alot of time. They need you there when they need you there. I just can't supply that. I do have my friends here in LA that I see on a day to day bases. Friends that aren't famous and can work around my schedule. And, my neighbors are great. (Keanu Reeves just moved down the road. Gahhh le drool.) Besides that, I'm not sure where I really stand. Christina of course, she's a doll. And, I know I could count on Ang if I just called her. Meh. Whereas Liv's romantic relationship will always come before everything else, my career will always come before everything else. I worked darn hard to get here and I'm not letting go. (This makes it sound as if I don't want friends at all. Not true. I'm very open to meeting new people. Don't hesitate to talk to me.)
But, I'm done with the sad, cry me a river, things. Let's talk about the good things God has given me, shall we? I'm recording a record in November. I'm not going to tell you too much about it but alot of it is me. I wrote alot of the tracks that are being considered and helped with the music. I do play guitar, yes, I'm not totally challenged. But, I'm no Michelle Branch (Miss ya hun. I hope your vacay is going well.) So, I won't be rocking out much. I'll tell ya that. I'm really happy about this. I can't wait. Maybe I can be like JLo and open a resturant. What do you think?
..She smiles to herself, having felt relieved at being so honest. Scanning over her update, she shrugs and clicks the gray button at the bottom of the page...
This thing is almost becoming bothersome. I never know what to say and when I say something, it's boring. I had a chat with Liv the other day about our friendship not really being a friendship. Well, I just can't relate to anyone right now. Especially her. I'm happy for her and all of the good things that have come her way. Hopefully, good things will come my way soon. It's a simple fact that we aren't bestfriends anymore. That's really a stupid title anyway. It's only there to make each other feel better about where we stand in the line of importance. We're merely friends who have discussions (had is a more appropriate word) and sometimes confide in each other. She'll always be my friend, we're just at different points in our life. (I will always lvoe you to the bottom of my heart, ******. And, I'm there if you ever need someone.) I held onto that dream friendship for awhile. Thinking that we were both just busy and once we started talking more everything will be okay. But, it's hard to talk when you have nothing to say. It's time for me to let go and be a big girl. Aww. Molly. Kidding, dears.
I haven't many friends right now, anyway. I'm too busy. I have LBB to work on, King of the Hill, and now a record to start writing tracks for. (I'll talk about that un momento.) Friends demand alot of time. They need you there when they need you there. I just can't supply that. I do have my friends here in LA that I see on a day to day bases. Friends that aren't famous and can work around my schedule. And, my neighbors are great. (Keanu Reeves just moved down the road. Gahhh le drool.) Besides that, I'm not sure where I really stand. Christina of course, she's a doll. And, I know I could count on Ang if I just called her. Meh. Whereas Liv's romantic relationship will always come before everything else, my career will always come before everything else. I worked darn hard to get here and I'm not letting go. (This makes it sound as if I don't want friends at all. Not true. I'm very open to meeting new people. Don't hesitate to talk to me.)
But, I'm done with the sad, cry me a river, things. Let's talk about the good things God has given me, shall we? I'm recording a record in November. I'm not going to tell you too much about it but alot of it is me. I wrote alot of the tracks that are being considered and helped with the music. I do play guitar, yes, I'm not totally challenged. But, I'm no Michelle Branch (Miss ya hun. I hope your vacay is going well.) So, I won't be rocking out much. I'll tell ya that. I'm really happy about this. I can't wait. Maybe I can be like JLo and open a resturant. What do you think?
..She smiles to herself, having felt relieved at being so honest. Scanning over her update, she shrugs and clicks the gray button at the bottom of the page...