just to get it off my chest
why the crap cant tina return a freaking IM when I just want to know if shes okay
why the hell cant lyndsey treat me half as nice as I treat her
why cant my step dad just leave me alone ....
I come home I keep to myself im sorry an acoustic guitar seeps through the walls and you can barely hear it
I really dislike sob stories and tahts why I post this here b/c not many ppl if any read it. Its just getting it out and off my chest. I feel like I get a mood swing out of no where. I keep myself busy but at times it just really sets me off........and with all this I know my probelms are small and stupid compared to others.
alexisonfire comes on.......reminds me of lyndsey
seconhand sereande.......doesn't really remind me of laura but I kidna feel liek shes the tyep of person who tries too hard to look unique how she said yea i play drums yaddaiyah really she doesnt' and shes all about S.S. but yet............who introduced her to that.
and my cds that she prolly acts like she found but really just didn't give back
either way things happen for a reason we didn't work and I hope the best for her and her new boyfriend. I know her family is very much against her and I and I've already fessed up just not to her b/c it'd be nothing btu bad. I lied to her about my mom when I said my mom liked her b/c the ONLY thing she ever liked about laura was her shoes..........sad but true.
I just need sleep I guess, I need foundation ...not people who are shifty
mom , grandparents , heather, kyle, cole , jj
thats it........i wanted badly BADLY for lyndsey to be in that lineup
but nah, and I can accept that. God will sort this all out.
Through this I find comfort
goodnight
why the hell cant lyndsey treat me half as nice as I treat her
why cant my step dad just leave me alone ....
I come home I keep to myself im sorry an acoustic guitar seeps through the walls and you can barely hear it
I really dislike sob stories and tahts why I post this here b/c not many ppl if any read it. Its just getting it out and off my chest. I feel like I get a mood swing out of no where. I keep myself busy but at times it just really sets me off........and with all this I know my probelms are small and stupid compared to others.
alexisonfire comes on.......reminds me of lyndsey
seconhand sereande.......doesn't really remind me of laura but I kidna feel liek shes the tyep of person who tries too hard to look unique how she said yea i play drums yaddaiyah really she doesnt' and shes all about S.S. but yet............who introduced her to that.
and my cds that she prolly acts like she found but really just didn't give back
either way things happen for a reason we didn't work and I hope the best for her and her new boyfriend. I know her family is very much against her and I and I've already fessed up just not to her b/c it'd be nothing btu bad. I lied to her about my mom when I said my mom liked her b/c the ONLY thing she ever liked about laura was her shoes..........sad but true.
I just need sleep I guess, I need foundation ...not people who are shifty
mom , grandparents , heather, kyle, cole , jj
thats it........i wanted badly BADLY for lyndsey to be in that lineup
but nah, and I can accept that. God will sort this all out.
Through this I find comfort
goodnight