Foundation
something thats solid and won't break............
what I thought was untouchable was actually not strong as I would have hoped. I can't decide what I exactly want with things but I know I want to be closer to god and live my life morally right. I don't want to slip through the cracks and always feel uncertain. I want to grasp that moment that leaves me feeling helpless, overwhelmed and secure all at once. It may not make sense but it feels right. On my birthday at church I felt it and I strive to keep it. Its so hard to fight temptations and I wish I could show you that you are important but you'll never come around if you havn't now.
I've spent too much time waiting and I can't let myself wait anymore. I do love you and I'll say it in front of anyone.......but you hide it and hold it back. Maybe you'll change but thats far too late. I won't take what I have for granted and I hope you see one day that, that is exactly what you did.
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Life isn't all that bad really, I would like some things to change but I have no room to complain
what I thought was untouchable was actually not strong as I would have hoped. I can't decide what I exactly want with things but I know I want to be closer to god and live my life morally right. I don't want to slip through the cracks and always feel uncertain. I want to grasp that moment that leaves me feeling helpless, overwhelmed and secure all at once. It may not make sense but it feels right. On my birthday at church I felt it and I strive to keep it. Its so hard to fight temptations and I wish I could show you that you are important but you'll never come around if you havn't now.
I've spent too much time waiting and I can't let myself wait anymore. I do love you and I'll say it in front of anyone.......but you hide it and hold it back. Maybe you'll change but thats far too late. I won't take what I have for granted and I hope you see one day that, that is exactly what you did.
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Life isn't all that bad really, I would like some things to change but I have no room to complain