I forget that I have blogs until something new happens
I've been (more or less) stable for the last year. I figure that the pregnancy obviously had a lot to do with that. And school I guess. I don't know. But I crashed real hard this morning, and I haven't come back up yet. I put on my face, but its actually taking an effort. In retrospect, I can see the signs, but at the time, I did not. so I have been caught unawares by my own goddamned psyche, fucking great.
If only know, recognizing, acknowledging, really did make things better.
As for normal stuff.
I am on track to participate in commencement on june 13th. There'll be people missing, that bothers me. I'll get over it. I don't actually finish til the end of august, but that's cool. I'm currently in a course solely devoted to Ulysses. I have to write a research paper and I have no idea what I want to write about.
Work is fine. I passed my reviews and got what I feel was a decent raise.
Zuri is growing like a weed and developing just swell. Smart kid (like his mama). He met his dad for the first time last monday, though little is expected to come of it.
I don't have anything much else to say.
My misery is like pulling on my favorite sweater at the beginning of autumn after its been in the closet for six months.
If only know, recognizing, acknowledging, really did make things better.
As for normal stuff.
I am on track to participate in commencement on june 13th. There'll be people missing, that bothers me. I'll get over it. I don't actually finish til the end of august, but that's cool. I'm currently in a course solely devoted to Ulysses. I have to write a research paper and I have no idea what I want to write about.
Work is fine. I passed my reviews and got what I feel was a decent raise.
Zuri is growing like a weed and developing just swell. Smart kid (like his mama). He met his dad for the first time last monday, though little is expected to come of it.
I don't have anything much else to say.
My misery is like pulling on my favorite sweater at the beginning of autumn after its been in the closet for six months.