rant. fuck birthdays
i didnt want to have a birthday party in the first place. and well it went just like i thought it would ... it went awful. no one showed up, nor told me they weren't coming. and honestly. i hate every person who said they were coming but didnt. i really hope they all like die, i really don't give a shit about anyone or anything anymore. no one gives a shit about me, i dont give a shit about them. im done being nice to people. im done being everyones shoulder to cry on. this weekend i learned who my real friends are, and you know what, thats all i need in my life. i don't need to deal with drama or bullshit or everyone's fucking fakeness. i cannot wait to leave this fucking horror town, or this part of new jersey. i hate it here as much as i hate everyone from here. come sept. no shows for frances no nothing. i'm just going to be my fucking self and not have to deal with people. [ not like anyone gives a shit ] happy fucking birthday to myself.