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After all my ups and downs this year, i must say i am at my prime.... of maturity
right now i need comfort, and i dont have it. God's arms just feel so far this time
i feel hurt and emotionally comfortable... i want to shoot myself.. as an expression of i want to
just not live.. not literal
i dont know why God places me in certain situations
why he has given me the capacity to love others?
why has has given me a person in my life who i go out of my way to love?
who deosnt even know me, who publicly declares he hates me, who makes fun of me?
aye kids. dont be surprised if u dont see me and alex doan hang out anymore
our relationship was a lie.
i guess i didnt really know that
and by the way... i agree with andrew's quote
what love do i have if i can only love those that love me?
i do not hate alex doan. it is evident that i love him by the way i stand up for,
or used to in front of his friends
this entry is just stupid. i have no sound-good words.
i just feel SO BAD
God is still good though, and his grace will be enough.
peace.
right now i need comfort, and i dont have it. God's arms just feel so far this time
i feel hurt and emotionally comfortable... i want to shoot myself.. as an expression of i want to
just not live.. not literal
i dont know why God places me in certain situations
why he has given me the capacity to love others?
why has has given me a person in my life who i go out of my way to love?
who deosnt even know me, who publicly declares he hates me, who makes fun of me?
aye kids. dont be surprised if u dont see me and alex doan hang out anymore
our relationship was a lie.
i guess i didnt really know that
and by the way... i agree with andrew's quote
what love do i have if i can only love those that love me?
i do not hate alex doan. it is evident that i love him by the way i stand up for,
or used to in front of his friends
this entry is just stupid. i have no sound-good words.
i just feel SO BAD
God is still good though, and his grace will be enough.
peace.