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yeah...havent updated in almost a month but i needed to have something to vent to..i dont know why im acting so dramatic but its just...im tired of feeling so...alone....like i have noone to turn to or anything
it just sucks
like the people you think your super close with end up being assholes.i dn i kinda wanna graduate early just because im tired of dealing with all this and living in kingwood...if you want my honest truth my one and only motivation to be a senior is prom..and the big graduation cermony...thats it
maybe im being ridiculous and ill be the first to admit i dont have a horrible rotten life in kingwood...my parents are nice people and im not rich but im not poor either....but i dn i just wanna leave...i miss my family in new orleans alot sometimes...i use to be the closest with my cousin sarah...shes like my other half...but i havent talked to her and shes at college and every time were there she wont hangout with us shell hangout with her boyfriend scott..which hurts my feelings but then again so does alot of other things/people.my thanksgiving breaks been decent i guess...megan and ari both went out of town...havent talked to laura or them...ive just kinda kept to myself.....it feels so much longer than a week and i miss summer so much now....i cant wait for it..i get to drive! yay!well im gonna go but i think ill write more cause i miss this thing lol even though absolutely noone reads it
it just sucks
like the people you think your super close with end up being assholes.i dn i kinda wanna graduate early just because im tired of dealing with all this and living in kingwood...if you want my honest truth my one and only motivation to be a senior is prom..and the big graduation cermony...thats it
maybe im being ridiculous and ill be the first to admit i dont have a horrible rotten life in kingwood...my parents are nice people and im not rich but im not poor either....but i dn i just wanna leave...i miss my family in new orleans alot sometimes...i use to be the closest with my cousin sarah...shes like my other half...but i havent talked to her and shes at college and every time were there she wont hangout with us shell hangout with her boyfriend scott..which hurts my feelings but then again so does alot of other things/people.my thanksgiving breaks been decent i guess...megan and ari both went out of town...havent talked to laura or them...ive just kinda kept to myself.....it feels so much longer than a week and i miss summer so much now....i cant wait for it..i get to drive! yay!well im gonna go but i think ill write more cause i miss this thing lol even though absolutely noone reads it