Thank youbr0kenimagexNovember 10 2005, 21:54:05 UTC
i thank you so much for that comment, and for everything you've done for me - you've always been there when i don't have n e one, reguardless for what.. you've always helped me, and you know that i'd do the same! i don't know what i would do without you, i know it would have been alot harder but like you said.. i just gotta take the days as they come and not try to predict and alter the situations to how i want them to go...
You're such a good friend, in all ways - i can't thank you enough for just listening to me while i just don't shut up... and tho i know you don't listen, it still means alot - b/c i don't always have someone there for me when i need it no more - alot of bonds and hopes have just dissappeared people like you are a gift to me in this state... through everything!
honestly i hate your out side perceptions on all this... you seriously slap me in the face with shit that i can never see lol.. but i'm grateful that you do b/c it makes it easier - I am just a fuk up, and it's just an old chapter in an empty book.. those empty pages will furfill themselves, and there will be other chapters that are just as good.. but this is meant to be a part of the past.. there's no use placing the book down at the worst part b/c you fear what will happen.. just keep on reading and i'll realize that the sun will shine on the dark parts of the pages!
I appreciate everything... i know theres a such thing as life after love, and as much as i can't help it we're just better off - we don't need each other to live.. and there is a life without lynette cid! you make things soo much easier lol.. just to secure me that i'm not alone and i'll just be much stronger afterwards! this is something that everyone must face.. at least i know the value of the next relationship.. b/c she really did find something better, and she really won't come back this time..and just as long as she has allen, or anyone else - i'll remain just a part of her past.. thats just something i need to accept - and to be honest, it's getting easier... ALOT!
Well a past memory is better than nothing at all.. I've learned - i've grown.. now its time to really ride life out, and enjoy my traveling now b4 i find myself 40years old with nothing but a simple regret! You got me smiling, caren!
You're such a good friend, in all ways - i can't thank you enough for just listening to me while i just don't shut up... and tho i know you don't listen, it still means alot - b/c i don't always have someone there for me when i need it no more - alot of bonds and hopes have just dissappeared people like you are a gift to me in this state... through everything!
honestly i hate your out side perceptions on all this... you seriously slap me in the face with shit that i can never see lol.. but i'm grateful that you do b/c it makes it easier - I am just a fuk up, and it's just an old chapter in an empty book.. those empty pages will furfill themselves, and there will be other chapters that are just as good.. but this is meant to be a part of the past.. there's no use placing the book down at the worst part b/c you fear what will happen.. just keep on reading and i'll realize that the sun will shine on the dark parts of the pages!
I appreciate everything... i know theres a such thing as life after love, and as much as i can't help it we're just better off - we don't need each other to live.. and there is a life without lynette cid! you make things soo much easier lol.. just to secure me that i'm not alone and i'll just be much stronger afterwards! this is something that everyone must face.. at least i know the value of the next relationship.. b/c she really did find something better, and she really won't come back this time..and just as long as she has allen, or anyone else - i'll remain just a part of her past.. thats just something i need to accept - and to be honest, it's getting easier... ALOT!
Well a past memory is better than nothing at all.. I've learned - i've grown.. now its time to really ride life out, and enjoy my traveling now b4 i find myself 40years old with nothing but a simple regret! You got me smiling, caren!
THANK YOU SOO MUCH!
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