woohoo
the choir concert last night was so much fun. even though it was prerecorded and my thong was hanging out of my black pants on santa baby and our regular choir didn't know any of their songs, all the seniors came up onstage for the hallelujiah chorus. it was so strange. it almost felt normal with them being there. minco came to show choir the other day. i felt like the little freshman girl again in Guys and Dolls idolizing all the older girls. sophomore year, minco was a senior and she gave me a betsey johnson necklace for christmas. i felt so special. a SENIOR was giving ME a christmas present!! so that strengthened my resolve to be the best role model for my freshman as i can be. i'm making both of my freshman girlies scarves for xmas. i want them to be as happy to see me when i come back to visit as i was to see minco. man, i feel old. last night after the concert, sarah got miss white flowers and amy and i went offstage to get them. i'm so used to watching the older kids give the flowers...and now it's us. we've been choir officers all year, but i think that's the first time that people have actually SEEN us being choir officers. it was weird.
then we went to friday's with allison, bridget, amy, me, sarah, jeremy, cayce, scully, and zack. that was cool. i didn't get to talk to zack and scully much but it was nice to know that they were there. i miss all the seniors so much. two years ago i didn't cry when the seniors left. because i wasn't attached to any of them. last year broke my heart. and even though they come back to visit, it's never the same. but it's my turn this year. i think i might have a harder time leaving than i first anticipated. there are some people, like kelsey and krista and vic and chase that i don't want to leave. what makes me sad is that i waited a whole half a year to realize how sweet my freshmen are. but i'm not going to waste any more time. i'm a changed woman. i'm going to be the best darn senior one voice girl in the history of senior one voice girls. (which there are a lot of them, since it is an all girls choir) peace love and chocolate fudge that some kid made my mom for xmas.
then we went to friday's with allison, bridget, amy, me, sarah, jeremy, cayce, scully, and zack. that was cool. i didn't get to talk to zack and scully much but it was nice to know that they were there. i miss all the seniors so much. two years ago i didn't cry when the seniors left. because i wasn't attached to any of them. last year broke my heart. and even though they come back to visit, it's never the same. but it's my turn this year. i think i might have a harder time leaving than i first anticipated. there are some people, like kelsey and krista and vic and chase that i don't want to leave. what makes me sad is that i waited a whole half a year to realize how sweet my freshmen are. but i'm not going to waste any more time. i'm a changed woman. i'm going to be the best darn senior one voice girl in the history of senior one voice girls. (which there are a lot of them, since it is an all girls choir) peace love and chocolate fudge that some kid made my mom for xmas.