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To Sam
yesterday, wasnt what i planned. ;| and im sorry for what was said, i dont know what happened really... being under the influence wasnt supposed to carry me that path i took, but some thought was taken under consideration that nite. Maybe i should really just stop calling now, stop communication till i know i am completely over you i dont know if your going to read this or not, but im hoping you will... and i guess considering the fact that im not going to talk to you for a long whiLe now its easier for me to say, well to tell you that i do really, well i "did" like you alot. & ive came to realize that you've never felt the same.. well at least thats what im just going to be telling myself from now on... ive said so many times. i stopped waiting. but i never did ;\ i guess it was always that feeling inside me telling me it could happen.. but it never did.. i dont know when the next hello&goodbye will be... & this is the first time im actually doing this.. so yeah i dont know what else to say but.. i hope you do get what you want
yesterday, wasnt what i planned. ;| and im sorry for what was said, i dont know what happened really... being under the influence wasnt supposed to carry me that path i took, but some thought was taken under consideration that nite. Maybe i should really just stop calling now, stop communication till i know i am completely over you i dont know if your going to read this or not, but im hoping you will... and i guess considering the fact that im not going to talk to you for a long whiLe now its easier for me to say, well to tell you that i do really, well i "did" like you alot. & ive came to realize that you've never felt the same.. well at least thats what im just going to be telling myself from now on... ive said so many times. i stopped waiting. but i never did ;\ i guess it was always that feeling inside me telling me it could happen.. but it never did.. i dont know when the next hello&goodbye will be... & this is the first time im actually doing this.. so yeah i dont know what else to say but.. i hope you do get what you want