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sometimes i think that those kid cartoons make my sister stupider ;x ha Jk, well anyways so yeah dude this time i woke up superrr early! i woke up like around eightish, and gah it was just eh, i forced myself to go back to sleep, ha. so then i woke up an hour later, weird dreamsespecially about stephan like things between me and him are like woah, i dont know what to do or what to think about that anymore... people tell me that its like we are already together but "without the title" cause we are always together in school, but like i dont know, apart of me feels something for him, but another part of me is like whatt? since when?, like freaked out, and its just like doubts floating above us like hardcore and yeah, we had a conversation about it on friday that i didnt explain fairly enough, and i dont think i am right now but more like summarize it but uhm yeah.. he was telling me how he felt for me and i was trying to explain how i felt for him and i think we are just going to be friends. due to my "my part in the converstation"... ugh but yeahh when i wasnt on the phone that was just on my mind, and i dont know, im still waiting, but yeah so anyways.. i didnt do anything yesterday. i stayed home i was going to do something with nena, but i dont know i probably missed her call.. IM SORRY NENA! ..and well yeah then my cousin called me to go out with her, but i couldnt cause i had no way to get my ass over there to weslaco, man i need to call her to see how her night went ;] hopefully she did something after all.. hmm omg i got scared it was like fifteen minutes before nine. and i watching family guy, well not really i was mostly thinking about stuff [^^] and then i heard knocking on my window, i was like WTF? but i didnt move in the back of my head i was like.. nah ill let it go, i didnt happen rofL dude i was all cagged hardcore, and then i just heard the doorbell ring and i was like eh it was probably my brother, and for some reason, my body just got up to go and get it, but in my mind i was like, wth i should just let my mom get it, then it clicked to me. omg its stephan, like a part of me just felt this weird feeling, and when i got out my room to check who it was... and it was him .rofL. stupid ass.. well yeah he just stayed talking to me for abit .. kept asking me if i wanted to go to the movies with him but i couldnt it was to late and stuff. i felt bad. but i mean its not my fault he came all late. Lol ..alright ill write later or something..