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-this lifes a lie-
-i dont even know who i am anymore-
-let alone who i ever was-
-i miss the old days-
-when my family my family didnt hate me-
-my friends all got along-
-noone was fighting-
-my arms where free of-
-the ugly scars that have infested the over the years-
-and everyone tells me-
-that i can just "turn my life around"-
-start on a clean slate-
-obviously they've never gone threw this-
-because they just dont understand how hard it is-
-how hard it is for me-
-to look in the mirror everyday-
-and say that im happy with what ive become-
-cause its one thing to lie to others-
-but its another thing to lie to yourself-
->i want the old me back<-
//i want it to be like the old times//
-i dont even know who i am anymore-
-let alone who i ever was-
-i miss the old days-
-when my family my family didnt hate me-
-my friends all got along-
-noone was fighting-
-my arms where free of-
-the ugly scars that have infested the over the years-
-and everyone tells me-
-that i can just "turn my life around"-
-start on a clean slate-
-obviously they've never gone threw this-
-because they just dont understand how hard it is-
-how hard it is for me-
-to look in the mirror everyday-
-and say that im happy with what ive become-
-cause its one thing to lie to others-
-but its another thing to lie to yourself-
->i want the old me back<-
//i want it to be like the old times//