you call yourself a friend, i call you wrong
Happy Halloween! almost.
school sucks. so do people.
i miss the way i used to be. i miss when i didnt know a thing about life, and didnt really care. i miss the 5 minutes i spent with my mom. i miss when my parents used to care. i miss when i was happy.. all the time. i miss my cat. i miss when everyone in my family didnt make such a HUGE fuss over babies. i miss when rap wasnt popular.. (was that ever?) i miss when music was about talent and not popularity. i miss when i thought i was good at things. i miss having a high self esteem. i miss elementary school, when the only thing you had to worry about what scraped knees, not broken hearts & losing best friends. i miss being carefree about life. i miss having sleepovers & making halloween costumes for my sister. i miss having family nights. i miss getting along with my parents. i miss when i could control my problems. i miss everyday that passes me by that i dont live to the fullest. i miss running around the streets at like 11 oclock with sara. i miss dancing in the rain after a thunderstorm. i miss actualy going to church. i miss hanging out with certain people. i miss when people didnt judge you. i miss when i wasnt such a horrible person because now everyone hates me for it. i miss when i didnt give so much thought into everything i say, do, hear, or see.
im happy for you.
honest.
school sucks. so do people.
i miss the way i used to be. i miss when i didnt know a thing about life, and didnt really care. i miss the 5 minutes i spent with my mom. i miss when my parents used to care. i miss when i was happy.. all the time. i miss my cat. i miss when everyone in my family didnt make such a HUGE fuss over babies. i miss when rap wasnt popular.. (was that ever?) i miss when music was about talent and not popularity. i miss when i thought i was good at things. i miss having a high self esteem. i miss elementary school, when the only thing you had to worry about what scraped knees, not broken hearts & losing best friends. i miss being carefree about life. i miss having sleepovers & making halloween costumes for my sister. i miss having family nights. i miss getting along with my parents. i miss when i could control my problems. i miss everyday that passes me by that i dont live to the fullest. i miss running around the streets at like 11 oclock with sara. i miss dancing in the rain after a thunderstorm. i miss actualy going to church. i miss hanging out with certain people. i miss when people didnt judge you. i miss when i wasnt such a horrible person because now everyone hates me for it. i miss when i didnt give so much thought into everything i say, do, hear, or see.
im happy for you.
honest.