you're the one i wanna chase; you're the one i wanna hold
i dont need a therapist,
i have an online journal.
well today sucked.
lets talk about it, shall we?
um last night, i slept in the basement again. and olivia locked me out of the bathroom and i come in and shes straightening her hair with a curling iron! which actually works, but when you have a straightener sitting right next to the curling iron, and you could use that instead? see, im telling you. i am definetely not the one that needs counseling in this family.
what else happened today? oh let me tell you: im failing math. and french. and art. hm yes, aand i had to stay afterschool until 9:20 PM which was quite lovely. especially because i got to hang out with miss pechulis and talk to her about stuff with andy <3 i love that girl.
so i came home after that (well i came to my dads) and well, that was lovely. its just one of these days when nothing goes right. yes, weve all had those. some more than others? mhm. and i honestly love how no one cares if i need to talk to them about something extremely important because thats just wonderful how people ignore me like that. really, its just glorious.
but im so done talking about this,
because truly, i think im crying.
so a bunch of people read my poems today. i might as well rip my heart out, because no one cared. no one got it. no one understood. i love kelly weber. she understands it. and she cares. and she gets it. i think. alright im gonna go now. because this was way too long. and jordan hasnt gotten on yet. and i really need to talk to him.
i love how you pretend
that you know me. when you obviously
have no clue whats going on.
and you never will.
i have an online journal.
well today sucked.
lets talk about it, shall we?
um last night, i slept in the basement again. and olivia locked me out of the bathroom and i come in and shes straightening her hair with a curling iron! which actually works, but when you have a straightener sitting right next to the curling iron, and you could use that instead? see, im telling you. i am definetely not the one that needs counseling in this family.
what else happened today? oh let me tell you: im failing math. and french. and art. hm yes, aand i had to stay afterschool until 9:20 PM which was quite lovely. especially because i got to hang out with miss pechulis and talk to her about stuff with andy <3 i love that girl.
so i came home after that (well i came to my dads) and well, that was lovely. its just one of these days when nothing goes right. yes, weve all had those. some more than others? mhm. and i honestly love how no one cares if i need to talk to them about something extremely important because thats just wonderful how people ignore me like that. really, its just glorious.
but im so done talking about this,
because truly, i think im crying.
so a bunch of people read my poems today. i might as well rip my heart out, because no one cared. no one got it. no one understood. i love kelly weber. she understands it. and she cares. and she gets it. i think. alright im gonna go now. because this was way too long. and jordan hasnt gotten on yet. and i really need to talk to him.
i love how you pretend
that you know me. when you obviously
have no clue whats going on.
and you never will.