more of this random though crap

[br0ken_hearted]

hmmm i dont know tonight i had the odd random thoughts. like how my life would be if i wasnt with rob, if i would have ended up with one of the dirtbag guys ive been with, ya know, dont get me wrong i love rob with ally my heart and sould and every star in the sky, ya know, but like sometimes when your so serious and you know your about to hit that next step in your relationship you start to think , and its just random thougts, like i was thinging Rob is so totaly differnt than i am, im such a risk taker, i love making out in public, public sex is always good, car sex, just being totaly and utterly silly with your friends, doing crazy things, like having random nights where you just get in your car and drive til the gas tank hits empty. living life on the edge a little, tattoos, piercings, saying whats on your mind and in your heart, walking up to a complete stranger and telling them they have amazing eyes, or doing something people would have never thought you would do, follow your dreams, dont let any one drag you down....

its just my random thoughs again , !@#$@%#$^&*(*&&^^%%$$##%^$
but anyways...
rob is planning a camping trip and im so excited

i need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves