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Halloween's coming up.
I'm going to be a faerie.
I've got wings for it. They're pretty.
I feel this overwhelming sadness welling up inside my chest. Festering like maggots freshly hatched inside my heart. With green pus filling in the cavities for the little critters to swim around in.
I'm also terribly angry with someone. Tim to be precise. Not that anyone knows that no-good-mother-fucker. Punk ass son of a bitch used me. Well.... FUCK YOU BITCH! See if I fucking give you anything again you dumb ass bitch.
Anyways... Back to the mellow-ness that in reality is a headache clouding my head and forcing me to shut down. Shutting down though is better then breaking down. I guess it is anyways.
One of these days I'm going to write a whole speel about my ex's. That'll be lovely, considering I know the ones that have access to the net still read my journal.
I wanna bleed. Blood's such a pretty thing to look at. It reminds me of life. My life. Spilling out of my wound ever so slowly.
Mmm...Blood.
Oh..and AFI is coming out with a new cd. Yay.
I'm going to be a faerie.
I've got wings for it. They're pretty.
I feel this overwhelming sadness welling up inside my chest. Festering like maggots freshly hatched inside my heart. With green pus filling in the cavities for the little critters to swim around in.
I'm also terribly angry with someone. Tim to be precise. Not that anyone knows that no-good-mother-fucker. Punk ass son of a bitch used me. Well.... FUCK YOU BITCH! See if I fucking give you anything again you dumb ass bitch.
Anyways... Back to the mellow-ness that in reality is a headache clouding my head and forcing me to shut down. Shutting down though is better then breaking down. I guess it is anyways.
One of these days I'm going to write a whole speel about my ex's. That'll be lovely, considering I know the ones that have access to the net still read my journal.
I wanna bleed. Blood's such a pretty thing to look at. It reminds me of life. My life. Spilling out of my wound ever so slowly.
Mmm...Blood.
Oh..and AFI is coming out with a new cd. Yay.