What the hell
This weekend was really lousy. I went into it with high hopes and I came out with nothing but a fucking bag full of dry wishes. Rock n Bowl was really crappy this week nothing could really pick me up because everything seemed to be on my whole..10 Things Ill Never Have List. So needless to say I was the "little" emo boy that had to be around during the fun. I guess everyone has thier sworn duty. But now I am extremely pissed...so pissed I cant even sleep because im feeling rejected and isolated in my own home, by some of my oldest friends. Extremely pissed because I live with a manwhore who is never satisfied, and extremely pissed because it was me who has to sleep alone, when he has a girl in his bed almost all the time. Its not a matter of jealousy, its a matter of years of pent up self loathing and hatred for everyting Ill never have. Such is the curse of a brilliant mind behind tinted souless eyes, and the bane of a starving soul.