Dec 18, 2005 22:32
Such a fire, eating me from within...
unquelched by the silent tears of my mind.
Each day spinning by, spreading the chaos.
Unchanged by time, feeding on esteem.
Each day it feels my soul is ripped apart.
Shred by shred, torn from my body.
Me left on my knees, merely clenching my hear.
Head bowed in an unending defeat.
No matter the path I walk, I finish second best.
Placed in the perpetual circle of cruel fate.
My cheeks carved by rivers of unseen salty tears.
And my eyes dried of thier sorrow and guilt.
Left in the darkness merely only to wonder.
To sit alone an contemplate my fantasies.
Robbed of my joys, robbed of my smiles...
robbed of what I hold dear, robbed of all inbetween.
At every sign of trust, I meet with jealousy.
Thrice it has happened, thrice I have cried.
Left alone in the dark, so as to die inside.