I guess it's time?
Seeing as I haven't updated in atleast two months, here it goes...that is if anyone out there actually reads this peiece of smutt.
Recent Events: Well, my patience is wearing thin...there are very few people that don't get on my nerves. So yea im very irritable, or whatever means pesterfied. But, thats what I get for being absolutely miserable. Well, not absolutely there are the redeeming things around, keith, my inner circle of bro's, and the few girls I still consider my friends with. Which doesn't leave many, and the sad part is I like one of them, still, I have for a while..that just makes it more confusing/frustrating because I'm miserable because I'm lonely. What a conundrum...I don't want to bring it up again because it makes things akwards, and I have to cheerish what delicate relationships I still have with my friends, and It's going to pester me for eternity if I don't say somthing. Why does live always throw you curve balls you can never hit. Also, get rejected on multiple occasions and my inablitiy to hold a serious relationship (dumped 4 times withing a month) has seriously fucked over my confidence in anything. So now the battered and bruised little old me wanders throught he world wondering...what the fuck? *tear*
Everyone loves me, but no one LOVES me.
Recent Events: Well, my patience is wearing thin...there are very few people that don't get on my nerves. So yea im very irritable, or whatever means pesterfied. But, thats what I get for being absolutely miserable. Well, not absolutely there are the redeeming things around, keith, my inner circle of bro's, and the few girls I still consider my friends with. Which doesn't leave many, and the sad part is I like one of them, still, I have for a while..that just makes it more confusing/frustrating because I'm miserable because I'm lonely. What a conundrum...I don't want to bring it up again because it makes things akwards, and I have to cheerish what delicate relationships I still have with my friends, and It's going to pester me for eternity if I don't say somthing. Why does live always throw you curve balls you can never hit. Also, get rejected on multiple occasions and my inablitiy to hold a serious relationship (dumped 4 times withing a month) has seriously fucked over my confidence in anything. So now the battered and bruised little old me wanders throught he world wondering...what the fuck? *tear*
Everyone loves me, but no one LOVES me.