I will not be afraid.....

May 15, 2005 14:39


Friday we got our yearbooks. It kind of made me sad. Two things in it remind me of things I want to remember and things I don't want to remember. I like the cover of the yearbook this year though!! They're getting smart with these things. I came home from school and I packed my things for Covington. I hadn't packed anything until then. I thought I had packed way too much, but I didn't! It was amazing. Lol. So I went to Mary's at like 4:45 and we left at 5. We ate Zaxby's and then unpacked and had to go babysit the little ones. Cuties!! OMG!! There were juviniles there. They seemed harmless though. On Saturday we woke up and went and ate breakfast and then we set things up to teach the lil kids. I was takin stuff down to my area and I fell right on my ass. It was great! I actually laughed. My ass hurts so bad now though..lol. Oh well I'll be fine. After we taught the kids we had free time so we went swimming. Ahh it was so nice. I laid out and swam a little bit. I got sunburnt though. I didn't have sunscreen. Then we went back to the cabin and rested and took showers and whatnot. Ate dinner and then set up the ampetheater for the show. That went really well. After that we served em ice cream and went to bed. I was so tired!! This morning I woke up around 7:30 and took a shower and then went to breakfast. I was so dead, I'm gettin sick so I've got no energy. After breakfast we cleaned the cabin and I laid down and took a 30 min nap and then we had to go to the end ceremony and then left. I slept the whole way home. Only an hour, but it was needed. My brother came and got me and now I'm back at home. This weekend was a lot of fun though. No major injuies..just a bruised butt, bruised head (I'm dumb, I hit my head on the bunkbed..), and sunburnt...yay!! Haha

It's still botherin me. I kinda forgot about it on Saturday but I had a dream and he was there and it was so weird. He was back, and everything was ok now. I wish everything was ok now. But I just don't know. I don't know anything because I can't get intouch with him and I'm so so so scared. Please God, let him at least sign online to let me know he's ok. If you can do more, let him be at school tomorrow. I miss him...I'm so scared....

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CJ!!! I didn't forget I just wasn't home and I'm sorry I didn't call (well, I also didn't know if you got your cell back). I hope you had a wonderful birthday and I guess I will talk to you later!! I love you!!
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