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I've heard it all before. Same ol' story. And now with "He's Just Not That Into You" coming out Friday, and Valentines Day next week, it all just makes it harder to bear. My quest to become the best is only making me feel more worthless. Moving back in with my parents doesn't help either. Gaining weight instead of losing it sucks too. I'm just in a funk right now. Nothing serious. I know I'll get over all of this self-pity shit soon enough, but for right now I'm freaking out.
It doesn't help that I started to have feelings for my one night stand(s) and now my all-or-nothing personality is making me push him away instead of letting him in. So now I'm just as confused as ever and I don't know how to fix myself this time. So... I'm gonna take some Benadryl, slip into a deep sleep and hope that tomorrow is better. I have to work at Regis, and I actually like working there, so at least I have that going for me.
It doesn't help that I started to have feelings for my one night stand(s) and now my all-or-nothing personality is making me push him away instead of letting him in. So now I'm just as confused as ever and I don't know how to fix myself this time. So... I'm gonna take some Benadryl, slip into a deep sleep and hope that tomorrow is better. I have to work at Regis, and I actually like working there, so at least I have that going for me.