maybe
i don't have all the answers,
but for the first time i'm willing to accept that.
i don't need them nor do i want them right now.
all i know is when one door closes another opens,
and the door i'm walking into involves no one but myself.
i need to do a lot of stuff for myself,
and no one else.
i feel good,
even though i shouldn't because i know things have a way of working out.
ultimately in the end things get figured out,
whether or not it involves "you" in my life.
as much as i'd like it to.
i respect anyone needs,
and i'd never hold anyone back from doing what they have to do.
it could be my "medicine",
but i really feel...okay.
the people who are important in life never leave,
so if "you" are who i think/thought you were you'll be in my life,
what happens in life happens for a reason.