feeling reallly... really... super... small. seriously, so small u wouldn't believe!
mini dilemma over here. we're working in the weightroom in gym, and while i know i'm weak, im not THAT weak. a lot of the time, my friends kept saying "sudha, don't push ur-self, u might get hurt" and stuff like that. i mean, i totally love them for being worried for me and im glad that they would warn me if they ever thought that i was hurting myself (thanku!!) but i know my limits and somehow i feel like because of my height, ppl underestimate me. lauren kept saying like, i dunno, sudha, u might not be able to lift this, and stuff. well i was, and even if i couldn't use a certain weight for as long as she could, i stopped once i knew i wouldn't be able to take nemore. i love lauren to death, but she's just like everyone else. even today, at the imax (we were on a field trip) ana kept saying stuff like "do you get sea sick? cuz a lot of ppl get sea sick here. if u do, u can use my iPod, cuz u no they say that's supposed to help with all that stuff..." and all that. dont get me wrong, tho, cuz ana's really the nicest person in the WORLD (or at least one of the nicest ppl i no) but i'm not that bad! i'm not that fragile and frail like that. not once did i get sea sick during that movie, and i'm even starting to get rid of my fear of heights, ever so slightly. then again, i think ana just worries too much about her friends. whenever katerina went to look over the railing on the top level of the mall, ana kept pulling her back like "no! katerina don't stand there!!!". it was actually pretty funny. but neway, that's my dilemma for the day. nothing life changing or nething that requires any serious interest like every1 else's problems and stuff like world hunger. just a little daily dose. talk to yall later now. ciao!