Alive!
Im finally in a place where I can dream big dreams. For so long, I was bogged down with all this stuff -- physical stuff, emotional stuff, spiritual stuff -- but now I have some clarity and can get everything in order...my financial life...my home life...my everything. I couldnt dream my dreams before because my insides were too cluttered. And everyone grows up at different rates and I have been somewhat of a late bloomer. It always amazed me how people -- like in the military, for instance -- could get married, have children and run a home at, like, 22. There is no way I could have done that. I would have been completely divided & resentful because I would have wanted to be doing other things and my home life would have reflected it. I would have felt totally tied down by that house...Id want to be travelling and being carefree...not doing the house thing at 22. Anyway, Im glad Im growing into myself and am now in the position to dream big dreams.
Um, why did my neighbor just come peeling out of his driveway at a hundred miles per hour? I turned my phone off for the past two days because that man is calling me 99 times a day and is eating up my minutes, and for some strange reason he thought I was somehow in charge of his Labor Day joy and bought some steaks for me to grill and Im like Oh no I will not be grilling those steaks, you need to get you some friends I am not your only source of life peace and happiness I have my life and it cant be all you *breathe*
Um, why did my neighbor just come peeling out of his driveway at a hundred miles per hour? I turned my phone off for the past two days because that man is calling me 99 times a day and is eating up my minutes, and for some strange reason he thought I was somehow in charge of his Labor Day joy and bought some steaks for me to grill and Im like Oh no I will not be grilling those steaks, you need to get you some friends I am not your only source of life peace and happiness I have my life and it cant be all you *breathe*