Are you afraid of dying?
Afraid that once you've left this world, that you wont even know your dead, or remembered that you were alive, that you just wont exist.
Its 6am, and i can't sleep, and the thing that scares me the most made it so I probably won't sleep at all tonight
If I just think about dying my heart pumps, my breathing cuts short, and i get a sickening feeling in my heart. I hate it.
I just cant help but think about how no matter what I do its going to happen, and I am so scared that I will just be nothing after.
like i said before, I will rememember nothing, but i wont know that I am not remembering because i just wont be there.
and, it makes perfect since to me that we wouldnt even realize we were ever alive or that we're dead, that we would be nothing because our brains wouldnt be working and right now, the only thing that makes people know there living is that they can think to a certain level.
I suppose theres always the argument of energy which i can leave my hope with
I feel better after writing about this, maybe i can get sleep
Its 6am, and i can't sleep, and the thing that scares me the most made it so I probably won't sleep at all tonight
If I just think about dying my heart pumps, my breathing cuts short, and i get a sickening feeling in my heart. I hate it.
I just cant help but think about how no matter what I do its going to happen, and I am so scared that I will just be nothing after.
like i said before, I will rememember nothing, but i wont know that I am not remembering because i just wont be there.
and, it makes perfect since to me that we wouldnt even realize we were ever alive or that we're dead, that we would be nothing because our brains wouldnt be working and right now, the only thing that makes people know there living is that they can think to a certain level.
I suppose theres always the argument of energy which i can leave my hope with
I feel better after writing about this, maybe i can get sleep