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i may be in kentucky in a couple weeks because my stepdad is in the hospital and will most likely pass away. so pretty much it seems like i only come to kentucky for funerals and christmas. found out today that a good friend of mine was in a car accident and her fiancee passed away. although i guess im not that good a friend since i didnt know she was engaged. more and more ive come to hate kentucky for what it reminds me of. the only thing really left for me there is my mom and some friends but i just think about how much i never want to be there again more than anything else. but alas i shall be there again sometime soon and it'll fucking suck because i'll be trying to make my mom feel better about the fact that the only man she's really loved and deserved her love in years has just passed away. sometimes it feels like people get an upswing in life just so they can crash back down harder the next time. but im rambling and i only wanted to post so i knew how far to look back the next time i stumble onto livejournal.
thank you, and good night.
thank you, and good night.