Lost
Everything is gone now. I do not know were to start or begin again. My hopes are nearly gone my confeidence is fadeing. I am back to the start again and now I do not know what to do. I have a degree now and no use for it their is no reason to have it for it has not changed nothing. Crushed, ego smashed, and now forced to go back to basics. Now the only light I see is my girlfriend. She is still here and wants to be by my still and wants to confort me. For now I am lost once again and do now know what I should do. Once again I have been brought back down to the bottom after I worked so hard to get to the top and become happy again.