Feb 04, 2007 12:44
my heart aches.
my sins are mounting, there should be no mercy
but there is. there is plenty.
i want the Lord to become the center of my life, i want to help those in need and in turn be fulfilled with his presence. I want to become the woman that the Lord himself created for his purposes. I want to become the woman that the Lord created to be Dan's wife and that he created to raise children. I want to become a sister in Christ to my friends, not merely a friend. My desires are neverending. My will is weak, weaker than any others. Please make me into that woman. direct my path. help me to become what you planned. you are God. you created this place with immeasurable love. You created it to be beautiful. make me beautiful in your eyes as well as the trees and the lillies of the field.
i want to love you in the way that i love him.
make your will strong in me and bide off the demons of apathy. of comfort. of distraction.
amen.