painting..
wow i finally finished my room and it looks really cute except i painted it wrong lol i used the brushes instead of the rollers and its pink!! and last night i went to the taunton mall to get my nails back on and i did and they did the worst job ever they r pink 2 but its like lilac color and they look like those sally hansen nails that you see in a magazine i hate them they look 2 real like they are cute baisically the same length as my real nails i was so pissed and the color looks all wrong on my hands they look like frigin aqua barbie nails!! errrr i have no frigin life me n sarah got in a fight thursday night because i was being really bad and flirting with her ex on the phone and being really ditzy which was wrong and i shouldnt have done and not realizing that she still liked him which i should have because it was really selfish but i didnt and he asked me for my pic and sn and i never gave him a pic because sarah freaked on me she almost bit my head off i was like ok i think i should walk home now b4 she like stabs me, and then we solved it but its still a very touchy subject plus she was already mad at me for smoking with mark and i quit !! luckily i havent had an urge since so its going good in that department and i was thinking that maybe if i actually gave some of these guys a chance i could change my way of thinking temporarily because they could actually give me what jimmy gave me i REALLY STRONGLY doubt it but hey if a guy wants to treat me like a princess and kiss the ground i walk on then why not i feel really bad for letting down so many guys and probably not in the nicest way either like telling them to get o life and i dont date ugly people thats kind of shallow ok ill TRY this whole dating thing again ill tell ya how it goes idk i might be shallow again...