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o gosh i did sumthin really baaad... lol well for starters my mom and dave bolted the computer room door shut idk y and how but they sum how attached a blot to the wall and door and slipped a lock through it to keep me out of it... well i got really pissed 2day and i asked my mom atleast 15 times not to shut that damn door and she did it agian and so i broke the door down lol and now i dont no wat to do they r gonna kiiillll meee!!!!!!lol ill blame it on the dogs.... lol i dont no how the dogs coulda knocked the door down but ya nooo... oh yeah me n jimmy talked saturday night he scared the hell outta me i thought he was dyin long story.. but he had a beep and it was his gf so he clicked over blacked out and she asked if he knew who he was talking to and he said me!!! lol his poor gf lol oh wait i take that back im supposed to hate her lol but i felt bad lol yep and i shoplifted woops i wont do it again jimmy yelled at me... ugh andddd alanna (my dads gf) let tanya have a cigarette without me knowing and tanya told me and i flipped on alanna i was like im 2 yrs older and u let heeerrr have 1!!!! she was like well im not dating her dad am i we fought the whole weekend about it and i still never got one... but i dont smoke i quit for jimmy and now that i dont have him and ive had alot of stress on me latley and i havent had one in 3 months i wanted one bad and i never got it i coulda taken one but jimmy tellin me that he didnt like that kept goin through my head and i just looked at it and didnt do nething... he has kept me from doing alot of things i shouldnt have done and i have to thank him 4 it i just havent yet one day i will though and maybe wen that day comes he will care. i think he still does care about me i just think i ruined it.