i have to do it
so it's the end of another year. and also my last at marcy. i can't say i'm sad, cause this year was too dramatic to like, but i know next year willl be,,,ugh. whatever. well i have to give my shouts!
CARLY~ ok so you might not read this anymore, but this year was hella interesting. sometimes i felt like we were drifting, but us being the BFFs we are always addressed it in a fly matter, b.o.c. being at different schools never made us any less close and umm next years gonna be the first one ever that we're at the same! how weird, and i can't say that any works gonna get done between us if we're in a class together next year, HAHA. we've had our ups and our downs, but everyone knows we're total BFFs and this summer is going to be AAAwesome!
LYLAFKLK!!
PALMA~ oh dear. i dont even know what to say about you. how about someone i can tell anything to and not worry about everyone else knowing it within the day, someone i can come to with my problems, someone who's been there for me in the worse kind of way. youre the only one i know who will deal with me, uh, crying my eyes out on a certain not-so-fun night sometime in the beginning of january. you're the only one i know who sometimes finishes my centinces even if i dont even know what i'm trying to say. i can trust you not to judge me no matter what stupid thing i do next, and honestly i dont count our relationship by how many years i've known you. cause for every day i've been your friend tehres been a million days of good times and loooove! haha, i love ya
SUSANA~ ok, i'm just gonna say this right now, you're probably never gonna see this, unless it's on the off chance that i show you. which i probably wont. as i'm sitting here the night before we both GRADUATE as you're downstairs watching a movie with rachel, i realize that this year has been..well...changing, so many things happened this year that i dont exactly regret, but that i wish we could have avoided. i dont regret anything, but we've had some rough times. HOWEVER, everyone knows that it's always gonna be Little Bear and Bubbles, 24.7, all the time. you're the one who's been there in school to offer me a shoulder to cry on when no one else notices. you're the one who knows when i'm sad or mad by just an expression on my face. very good times this year, tehre could have been more but we have SUMMER for that! love ya WIFEY!!
RACHEL~ my oh my. what is there to say about a girl named rachel? well how about, from the very first kinda-awkward sleepover to the last this year, (which is, um, now,) we've had great times. you've gone from the little girl in kindergarten who loved her blue dress, to the girl i thought i never knew, to one of my best friends. seriously. i love how if theres something bugging me you find out whats up without nagging me about it. you make me realize when i'm in the total wrong without yelling at me or making me feel like shit, and thats something i love because it shows that i can go to you when i know i've done wrong. this year was such a start-over for our friendship, and i'm so glad we started hanging out and talking. i feel like i can tell you anything at all, and i hope you feel that way about meee. vurry good times coming up this summer!
SELINA~ selina, the first time i ever saw you was at the open house and you had a really mean look on your face and i said "she looks scary!" the second time i ever saw you, i came up and said "who are you?" it was a good moment, cause you looked me in the eye and asked me the same question, with twice as much attitude but in a friendly way somehow. i love the fact that whenever i'm feeling down and out you gently remind me that i have a lot to be greatful for and there are people who are worse off than me, so much. i love how you understand when i'm sad and dont have anything against a good cry session, but you're also the one where all i have to say is one word we use as a joke and we're laughing our asses off. good times all year. i never want to lose touch with you and i never plan to.
DELANEY~ umm, buffadyke much?! i remember telling you that when i saw you i said "i'm gonna pick on this one. she looks easily pick on-able". oh, how wrong i was. in ways unexplainable, you're just like me. you can be as nice as me, as mean as me, as funny as me, as stupid as me (and you know i mean that in the nicest way possible.) we have pretty much the best times making hashbrowns at my house and biking to school from your house and biking to my house from the ice cream social...so many good times, and too many to count. i love spittin rhymes with you even though sometimes i can't flow. but just remember (and no one get mad at me for this, you just dont understand...): i fuck dykes, but dont tell me to fuck a dyke. <3.
ALI~ how suprised i was to see my friend from fitness camp walk into school on the first day, and wasn't it great when you got sent out of the room in music on the VERY first day of eighth grade? i love your whole fuck-this attitude to most things school. you've gone through a lot and in that way i feel like i can tell you lots of things and you understand. one of my saddest and best memories of us is when i was crying in your kitchen and you said "everything will be okay in the end...i think." it just told me that you're assured without being over-assured. cause yeah, everythings gonna be okay eventually, but until then life's hell. and we both know that and i think we're both cool with that. from good times in my room on exactly December 2nd, to every good time after that, i'm so glad i met you.
LAURA~ dear me... what can i say about the most random friendship i've ever had? it's great how on random day we started commenting each other on my space and the next i'm sleeping over at your house and we're buying 50 dollars worth of food and broken movies. you're there for me with just about everyhting and the best thing about you is that you UNDERSTAND. like, i can throw you a situation and i can be assured that you can say, "i've been through that. i know waht that feels like." it's an amazing feeling, and i'm so glad i can feel that with you. (sexual much? sorry!)
and know what...i just have to say this cause i was thinkin about laura and things that tie into being friends with her and i have to say:
ISAAC~ i'm pretty much glad i met you and glad i liked you, but sometimes it's just Great to get over things you can't ever have. part of me is happy you will never see this and part of me is sad, but whatever i feel now, it's not good nor bad. i hope you have a very happy life, and i hope we can be friends, seriously.
AND IF I FORGOT YOU? well i'm sorry but these are the people that come to my mind when i think "MEMORABLE"
CARLY~ ok so you might not read this anymore, but this year was hella interesting. sometimes i felt like we were drifting, but us being the BFFs we are always addressed it in a fly matter, b.o.c. being at different schools never made us any less close and umm next years gonna be the first one ever that we're at the same! how weird, and i can't say that any works gonna get done between us if we're in a class together next year, HAHA. we've had our ups and our downs, but everyone knows we're total BFFs and this summer is going to be AAAwesome!
LYLAFKLK!!
PALMA~ oh dear. i dont even know what to say about you. how about someone i can tell anything to and not worry about everyone else knowing it within the day, someone i can come to with my problems, someone who's been there for me in the worse kind of way. youre the only one i know who will deal with me, uh, crying my eyes out on a certain not-so-fun night sometime in the beginning of january. you're the only one i know who sometimes finishes my centinces even if i dont even know what i'm trying to say. i can trust you not to judge me no matter what stupid thing i do next, and honestly i dont count our relationship by how many years i've known you. cause for every day i've been your friend tehres been a million days of good times and loooove! haha, i love ya
SUSANA~ ok, i'm just gonna say this right now, you're probably never gonna see this, unless it's on the off chance that i show you. which i probably wont. as i'm sitting here the night before we both GRADUATE as you're downstairs watching a movie with rachel, i realize that this year has been..well...changing, so many things happened this year that i dont exactly regret, but that i wish we could have avoided. i dont regret anything, but we've had some rough times. HOWEVER, everyone knows that it's always gonna be Little Bear and Bubbles, 24.7, all the time. you're the one who's been there in school to offer me a shoulder to cry on when no one else notices. you're the one who knows when i'm sad or mad by just an expression on my face. very good times this year, tehre could have been more but we have SUMMER for that! love ya WIFEY!!
RACHEL~ my oh my. what is there to say about a girl named rachel? well how about, from the very first kinda-awkward sleepover to the last this year, (which is, um, now,) we've had great times. you've gone from the little girl in kindergarten who loved her blue dress, to the girl i thought i never knew, to one of my best friends. seriously. i love how if theres something bugging me you find out whats up without nagging me about it. you make me realize when i'm in the total wrong without yelling at me or making me feel like shit, and thats something i love because it shows that i can go to you when i know i've done wrong. this year was such a start-over for our friendship, and i'm so glad we started hanging out and talking. i feel like i can tell you anything at all, and i hope you feel that way about meee. vurry good times coming up this summer!
SELINA~ selina, the first time i ever saw you was at the open house and you had a really mean look on your face and i said "she looks scary!" the second time i ever saw you, i came up and said "who are you?" it was a good moment, cause you looked me in the eye and asked me the same question, with twice as much attitude but in a friendly way somehow. i love the fact that whenever i'm feeling down and out you gently remind me that i have a lot to be greatful for and there are people who are worse off than me, so much. i love how you understand when i'm sad and dont have anything against a good cry session, but you're also the one where all i have to say is one word we use as a joke and we're laughing our asses off. good times all year. i never want to lose touch with you and i never plan to.
DELANEY~ umm, buffadyke much?! i remember telling you that when i saw you i said "i'm gonna pick on this one. she looks easily pick on-able". oh, how wrong i was. in ways unexplainable, you're just like me. you can be as nice as me, as mean as me, as funny as me, as stupid as me (and you know i mean that in the nicest way possible.) we have pretty much the best times making hashbrowns at my house and biking to school from your house and biking to my house from the ice cream social...so many good times, and too many to count. i love spittin rhymes with you even though sometimes i can't flow. but just remember (and no one get mad at me for this, you just dont understand...): i fuck dykes, but dont tell me to fuck a dyke. <3.
ALI~ how suprised i was to see my friend from fitness camp walk into school on the first day, and wasn't it great when you got sent out of the room in music on the VERY first day of eighth grade? i love your whole fuck-this attitude to most things school. you've gone through a lot and in that way i feel like i can tell you lots of things and you understand. one of my saddest and best memories of us is when i was crying in your kitchen and you said "everything will be okay in the end...i think." it just told me that you're assured without being over-assured. cause yeah, everythings gonna be okay eventually, but until then life's hell. and we both know that and i think we're both cool with that. from good times in my room on exactly December 2nd, to every good time after that, i'm so glad i met you.
LAURA~ dear me... what can i say about the most random friendship i've ever had? it's great how on random day we started commenting each other on my space and the next i'm sleeping over at your house and we're buying 50 dollars worth of food and broken movies. you're there for me with just about everyhting and the best thing about you is that you UNDERSTAND. like, i can throw you a situation and i can be assured that you can say, "i've been through that. i know waht that feels like." it's an amazing feeling, and i'm so glad i can feel that with you. (sexual much? sorry!)
and know what...i just have to say this cause i was thinkin about laura and things that tie into being friends with her and i have to say:
ISAAC~ i'm pretty much glad i met you and glad i liked you, but sometimes it's just Great to get over things you can't ever have. part of me is happy you will never see this and part of me is sad, but whatever i feel now, it's not good nor bad. i hope you have a very happy life, and i hope we can be friends, seriously.
AND IF I FORGOT YOU? well i'm sorry but these are the people that come to my mind when i think "MEMORABLE"