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i m updating lj right now to say all the things i wanted to tonight but i didnt get my chance to.
Last year after every senior prayer i sang siya humba then went into the dressing room hid in a corner and friggin balled my eyes out because i realized that this was it. this is the last time i m ever gonna see these seniors again most likely. b4 musical i was a really antisocial person, ask anyone in my grade. i think ive cried maybe 2 times in my life and for me to just open up like that u know it needs to be something important and something thats just awsome and i dont want the last memory of these senoirs to be them crying over this show just cause people were bickering or we didnt want to give it our all.
musical has changed me. without it i would still be the liitle quite freshman sitting at the other side of the table and playing with zack krynaks cat. i dont want to be that person. i hated that person and i m so glad that i finally had the courage to change and would never have that courage if it wasnt for musical and i just realized that. i recently saw the movie V for Vendeta and i thought it was great because of the message it gave but now that i think about it i see another message. the whole reason the setting was in britan was cause america was in a civil war. thats what the musical is a civil war. we just need to stop it all. it all ends now. no matter what i think of u or how much i hate u or something i m ending the war inside of me.
Last year after every senior prayer i sang siya humba then went into the dressing room hid in a corner and friggin balled my eyes out because i realized that this was it. this is the last time i m ever gonna see these seniors again most likely. b4 musical i was a really antisocial person, ask anyone in my grade. i think ive cried maybe 2 times in my life and for me to just open up like that u know it needs to be something important and something thats just awsome and i dont want the last memory of these senoirs to be them crying over this show just cause people were bickering or we didnt want to give it our all.
musical has changed me. without it i would still be the liitle quite freshman sitting at the other side of the table and playing with zack krynaks cat. i dont want to be that person. i hated that person and i m so glad that i finally had the courage to change and would never have that courage if it wasnt for musical and i just realized that. i recently saw the movie V for Vendeta and i thought it was great because of the message it gave but now that i think about it i see another message. the whole reason the setting was in britan was cause america was in a civil war. thats what the musical is a civil war. we just need to stop it all. it all ends now. no matter what i think of u or how much i hate u or something i m ending the war inside of me.