i want to be a little child again
In the past hour ive just felt a range of emotions that i normally dont ever feel. they went from worried to sad to regretful to relived to WOW and then had an "ephifany" to say. heres what happend:
I was coming home and i saw that my mother was home and it sorta pequiled me cause shes never home this early but i just thought that maybe she took a half day or something and when i get into the house i see her sitting at the table on the phone and crying. i kept asking her what was wrong but every time she just called someone else and then she left. when i check the messages on our answering machine i noticed that there was one from a doctor and then i realized that she had just had a mamogram the other day. So after about 45 min of waiting she finally called me and said that everything was ok and as she said that i had realized that our beta fish had died. when my sister got home my mom hadtold her everything that had happened. then my sister started to cry. my mom said u dont need to cry im fine. then my sister replied w the most schoking thing ive ever heard in my life. "thats not what im sad about, im sad because the fish died." ....................... then i realized how care free and how un wprried her life is and i want that back. i dont want to have to grow up and get a job and pay taxees i just want to try and stay that age forever but when the time comes i guess everyone has too. its just soo werid cause when ur little u cant wait to grow up and now that ur almost there ur clinging on to childhood as much as u can.
I was coming home and i saw that my mother was home and it sorta pequiled me cause shes never home this early but i just thought that maybe she took a half day or something and when i get into the house i see her sitting at the table on the phone and crying. i kept asking her what was wrong but every time she just called someone else and then she left. when i check the messages on our answering machine i noticed that there was one from a doctor and then i realized that she had just had a mamogram the other day. So after about 45 min of waiting she finally called me and said that everything was ok and as she said that i had realized that our beta fish had died. when my sister got home my mom hadtold her everything that had happened. then my sister started to cry. my mom said u dont need to cry im fine. then my sister replied w the most schoking thing ive ever heard in my life. "thats not what im sad about, im sad because the fish died." ....................... then i realized how care free and how un wprried her life is and i want that back. i dont want to have to grow up and get a job and pay taxees i just want to try and stay that age forever but when the time comes i guess everyone has too. its just soo werid cause when ur little u cant wait to grow up and now that ur almost there ur clinging on to childhood as much as u can.