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I let him bite me. I let him feed. I let the mother fucker bite me because I was that desperate to... that desperate for...
It felt good.
I thought I was going to die and it felt good. He put me in his car all drained and sick and just talked. Talked to me like I was a human being. Not lower, not higher, not a friend, just someone. He didn't try to save me with his logic or solve my problems.
And then he kissed me, and I'm not saying I'm bent or anything, or even that I was comfortable with it because... he's so much older. And a vampire.
But I was too weak to fight back and it just felt nice. To be liked.
He calls me his pet. I don't think I like that, but when he fed off of me, I think he was almost, getting off. Murmured something about 'pure blood' afterwords too.
I think I might let him do it again.
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I let him bite me. I let him feed. I let the mother fucker bite me because I was that desperate to... that desperate for...
It felt good.
I thought I was going to die and it felt good. He put me in his car all drained and sick and just talked. Talked to me like I was a human being. Not lower, not higher, not a friend, just someone. He didn't try to save me with his logic or solve my problems.
And then he kissed me, and I'm not saying I'm bent or anything, or even that I was comfortable with it because... he's so much older. And a vampire.
But I was too weak to fight back and it just felt nice. To be liked.
He calls me his pet. I don't think I like that, but when he fed off of me, I think he was almost, getting off. Murmured something about 'pure blood' afterwords too.
I think I might let him do it again.
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