Jun 08, 2004 14:45
Well, I've been bored shitless lately. I've been thinking about hooking my comp up to the TV and just playing ROMs until I get tired of SNES and Sega... for some reason, I always have more fun than when I play x-box. New games are too short and uninvolved. I haven't done anything with really anybody. I wish Monica would call to JUST hang out, but she seems to only call when she wants a ride. But I can't refuse cus she bribes me with food... and its something to do anyhow. *Sigh* This is what my life has become. Servant for entertainment. I trade my life and time with others just so that I can have a few moments without being alone. Sad and pathetic.. I know. But.. thats me. June claimed she was going to call today, but I seriously doubt it, shes so obsessed with her two boyfriends its all I ever fucking hear about when we hang out anyhow. I look like shit today, or at least I feel like I do, if that makes sense. WE have no money. WE being me nor my mother, we're flat broke, don't have enough to pay anything, any bills, any food, nada... so I'm just trying to drift through until I get paid... not that it will be a lot, but its a little bit. Eat slowly, eat less, smoke less, drink less, drive less, use electricity less. Thats all the news. Later.