I haven't written in a while...
This week has been pretty fun, deffinately better than last week when I had to sit here constantly because of my lack of front teeth. I've been doing all the things that I've wanted to do... I've seen a lot of people and done stuff. I've been going to visit Eileen, I wanna start doing more with her. I don't like where things have gone between us, and I want to fix it. Its going to take effort from both sides, but it can be done.
I'm reconnecting with Amie, Paris and Kierstin and its making me happy. I don't like going days without seeing them. I've seen Amie and Paris more than Kierstin, but there are circumstances there. Circumstances that I don't want to get involved in.
Stacy and Joe are back together and I guess he won't let her leave her room, so my mom wants Stacy to move in with us. Its doable, its just a matter of getting Stacy to leave him again. I think if she comes here it'll work out better for her, she'll have people around 24/7 telling her how big of a dirtbag that Joe Piazza is. Fucking loser, I hope he overdoses on his precious drugs.
Heather and I went to the high school the other day... I got to see Lizzie, Elsbeth, Denise and Jenn. It was really nice seeing them. I had them sign my yearbook and all. I found out Lizzie is working at the Bon Ton now, so thats a way that I can see her more often. We've been writing back and forth on our cell phones a lot in the past few days. I love that girl.
David is grounded from doing things with me for right now, so I haven't been seeing him as much as I normally do. I miss him a lot, but space is good. I go see him everyday, but I don't spend a huge ammount of time at his house. I don't feel comfortable there. No matter how much Terrie says she likes me, I'm still her son's boyfriend and there's something awkward about it. I'm more comfortable if Nadia's home, or someone like Jason or Amanda is there with me.
Last night I got drunk with Jason, Nadia and Heather. It was really exciting, I was the most drunk but was still a hell of a lot more coherent than either of them. We ordered a pizza and bullshitted and stuff, it was exciting. I think I was playing the N64 at one point too... LOL. The Golden Girls is really fun to watch when drunk. Its like "Whoa its Bea Arthur!"
I stayed at Amanda's house the other night, the first time I've slept anywhere else since the accident. I was supposed to stay at PeeWee's, but I felt too uncomfortable taking out my retainer at someone else's house. I know thats dumb, but I've always been dumb like that. Now that I know I can handle it, I'll stay there soon.
I saw him the night that I stayed at Amanda's and I touched his buttocks! LOL. I saw Jeremy that night too.
I have a new friend that I met through Amie. His name is Tyrel and he works at McDonalds with her. He has a goat farm and its pretty exciting. I've been going up there with Peelman, Pez, Nadia, Jason and Amie. He's a really nice guy, a bit too quiet though. I'm taking Amanda up to his house tonight to meet him.
Gnat and Heather spent the night on Monday and we had a night of retarded fun. He might lose his church job because he's gay, and that sucks. So we watched "Pretty Woman" together, of all things. I saw him and Christina again a few days later, too. I need to see him tonight.
I dunno if anything else is important enough to write. I'm dealing with my situation, it won't be much longer. There are some problems with Nadia's insurance company covering it, but I have faith. Something will be done. It could be a lot worse. Graduation is coming up... I can't believe it. After stagnating for this off semester, it'll be time to really move on. It'll give my high school a lot more closure than just getting my diploma and walking out the door did back in January.
I'm reconnecting with Amie, Paris and Kierstin and its making me happy. I don't like going days without seeing them. I've seen Amie and Paris more than Kierstin, but there are circumstances there. Circumstances that I don't want to get involved in.
Stacy and Joe are back together and I guess he won't let her leave her room, so my mom wants Stacy to move in with us. Its doable, its just a matter of getting Stacy to leave him again. I think if she comes here it'll work out better for her, she'll have people around 24/7 telling her how big of a dirtbag that Joe Piazza is. Fucking loser, I hope he overdoses on his precious drugs.
Heather and I went to the high school the other day... I got to see Lizzie, Elsbeth, Denise and Jenn. It was really nice seeing them. I had them sign my yearbook and all. I found out Lizzie is working at the Bon Ton now, so thats a way that I can see her more often. We've been writing back and forth on our cell phones a lot in the past few days. I love that girl.
David is grounded from doing things with me for right now, so I haven't been seeing him as much as I normally do. I miss him a lot, but space is good. I go see him everyday, but I don't spend a huge ammount of time at his house. I don't feel comfortable there. No matter how much Terrie says she likes me, I'm still her son's boyfriend and there's something awkward about it. I'm more comfortable if Nadia's home, or someone like Jason or Amanda is there with me.
Last night I got drunk with Jason, Nadia and Heather. It was really exciting, I was the most drunk but was still a hell of a lot more coherent than either of them. We ordered a pizza and bullshitted and stuff, it was exciting. I think I was playing the N64 at one point too... LOL. The Golden Girls is really fun to watch when drunk. Its like "Whoa its Bea Arthur!"
I stayed at Amanda's house the other night, the first time I've slept anywhere else since the accident. I was supposed to stay at PeeWee's, but I felt too uncomfortable taking out my retainer at someone else's house. I know thats dumb, but I've always been dumb like that. Now that I know I can handle it, I'll stay there soon.
I saw him the night that I stayed at Amanda's and I touched his buttocks! LOL. I saw Jeremy that night too.
I have a new friend that I met through Amie. His name is Tyrel and he works at McDonalds with her. He has a goat farm and its pretty exciting. I've been going up there with Peelman, Pez, Nadia, Jason and Amie. He's a really nice guy, a bit too quiet though. I'm taking Amanda up to his house tonight to meet him.
Gnat and Heather spent the night on Monday and we had a night of retarded fun. He might lose his church job because he's gay, and that sucks. So we watched "Pretty Woman" together, of all things. I saw him and Christina again a few days later, too. I need to see him tonight.
I dunno if anything else is important enough to write. I'm dealing with my situation, it won't be much longer. There are some problems with Nadia's insurance company covering it, but I have faith. Something will be done. It could be a lot worse. Graduation is coming up... I can't believe it. After stagnating for this off semester, it'll be time to really move on. It'll give my high school a lot more closure than just getting my diploma and walking out the door did back in January.