Today...
I layed around most of the day trying to sleep, but I couldn't. Nadia, Jason, Amanda, Jeremy and PeeWee came over after a while and we watched the Charmed season finale. During the finale, David broke up with me so I went upstairs and chatted with Tarah, Jenn, Evan and Amie... They made me feel better, but I'm still far from okay.
After Charmed, Nadia, Jason and I took David's crap to his house and then we picked up Heather. We stopped to drop something off at the apartment, and Sarah and Tony told us about why David REALLY didn't go home that one night. Peelman and i went across the street and swang for a while and then we all went to Wal Mart. Next we went to Lakewood Beach but it was cold, so we came back to my house and watched "The Wedding Singer."
I don't know what I feel anymore. I'm not going to go back into that relationship though, hell no. So I'm on my own. I want new horizons, and I want someone I can love unconditionally and grow old with. Someone I don't have to watch over for fear of them getting me in trouble in some way... Someone that doesn't prevent me from being myself.
This week is going to be a week of beauty for me. I'm having my piercings done tomorrow and on Friday I will have my hair cut and dyed purple and my eyebrows waxed. I've decided to get my right eyebrow and the left side of my lip pierced tomorrow. Thoughts?
After Charmed, Nadia, Jason and I took David's crap to his house and then we picked up Heather. We stopped to drop something off at the apartment, and Sarah and Tony told us about why David REALLY didn't go home that one night. Peelman and i went across the street and swang for a while and then we all went to Wal Mart. Next we went to Lakewood Beach but it was cold, so we came back to my house and watched "The Wedding Singer."
I don't know what I feel anymore. I'm not going to go back into that relationship though, hell no. So I'm on my own. I want new horizons, and I want someone I can love unconditionally and grow old with. Someone I don't have to watch over for fear of them getting me in trouble in some way... Someone that doesn't prevent me from being myself.
This week is going to be a week of beauty for me. I'm having my piercings done tomorrow and on Friday I will have my hair cut and dyed purple and my eyebrows waxed. I've decided to get my right eyebrow and the left side of my lip pierced tomorrow. Thoughts?