Benediction
I haven't written in a while, I've had a lot on my mind though. I've been doing the sleep all day, work at night, stay out after work thing for the past week. Its not too bad, I suppose. I've gotten to spend a lot of time with Jenn, we haven't gotten to do much together since she started working so much.
However, I really believe people are stupid. I tried being friends with Luke, but all he wanted was to get in my pants. Of course I wouldn't let him, for many reasons, including that he has a boyfriend. It would be have been wrong. However, Luke is acting like its my fault. Like I'm the one that caused the problem. And his boyfriend is too. Well, they can just keep on thinking that. How this turns out doesn't mean a thing to me. I know what its like to lose real friends and deal with ongoing stupid ass drama... This means nothing.
However, I did tell Luke that to not bother telling his boyfriend that he was the instigator, well attempted instigator. If his boyfriend wants to believe its my fault, whatever, I don't know him. Just another person out there that thinks I'm a whore. Someday the truth will turn around and bite Luke in this house though, just because nothing based on a lie will ever work out well. It just can't, I learned that a year and a half ago.
Some movie said "the truth is a hard animal to hunt", and that phrase rings true. There are a lot of people out there spreading lies and living deceitfully. I'm not going to be petty and name names, but everything who reads this knows exactly who I'm talking about. To you two and the other one: "Foundations made of dust can never turn to stone".
However, I really believe people are stupid. I tried being friends with Luke, but all he wanted was to get in my pants. Of course I wouldn't let him, for many reasons, including that he has a boyfriend. It would be have been wrong. However, Luke is acting like its my fault. Like I'm the one that caused the problem. And his boyfriend is too. Well, they can just keep on thinking that. How this turns out doesn't mean a thing to me. I know what its like to lose real friends and deal with ongoing stupid ass drama... This means nothing.
However, I did tell Luke that to not bother telling his boyfriend that he was the instigator, well attempted instigator. If his boyfriend wants to believe its my fault, whatever, I don't know him. Just another person out there that thinks I'm a whore. Someday the truth will turn around and bite Luke in this house though, just because nothing based on a lie will ever work out well. It just can't, I learned that a year and a half ago.
Some movie said "the truth is a hard animal to hunt", and that phrase rings true. There are a lot of people out there spreading lies and living deceitfully. I'm not going to be petty and name names, but everything who reads this knows exactly who I'm talking about. To you two and the other one: "Foundations made of dust can never turn to stone".