it's so cold in this house

[boyunderwear]

last night i fell asleep at 7 woke up a few times but decided for once i'd rather sleep than drag my ass to amber to meet faith and her room mate that i don't really like.
just got outta the shower
the rats are running around on my bed
the night before last i went home with a girl
who's my roomie's bestie
i'm sure it won't be weird
we have to work today because we get friday off... kinda sucks but whatever
i need the money
i'm tired
i'm lonely
my heart hurts
i swear i can feel it
once again i fell for someone within a two week period
and i freaked out
called him like five times.
good ol xanax, booze, and cocain
lost control again
don't tell me this shit about liking me and then pull a disappearing act
you can't hang out with me during a "dry spell"?
am i a living breathing shot of jameson?
right now i wish i was.
time to put on a happy face
good morning bitches