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allright... so I tried... so I cried... so I did what I could and I did what I thought was right and I was wrong... dead wrong and I dont know what the hell to do. I want to quit work and nobody will stop me... and I want to just go home and nobody will stop me... I just want to call it all off because melvin says so and that the way that I want it to be because of him and his reasoning... even though it stupid. he doesn't get the whole thing and how things work at all...
I just want to be with him yet he doesn't want happy conversation... yet mean and cruel conversation only...
I dunno... I just want to leave... and go away... I'm being drawn away.... he thinks he is... but I feel that i'm the one thats being leinent.... so does the military...
I just want to be with him yet he doesn't want happy conversation... yet mean and cruel conversation only...
I dunno... I just want to leave... and go away... I'm being drawn away.... he thinks he is... but I feel that i'm the one thats being leinent.... so does the military...