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Well I just finished watching a movie... "So Close"... its a chinese movie... with three beautiful girls as the stars it had everything that I had wanted to expect from this movie... all the way to the kiss (peck) between the two girls in the end... quite the cute movie... not to mention lots of action too.. (kung-fu action that is ^_^)
I had talked to Melvin earlier in the evening... or rather morning as it was about 1am today... he sounded good as usual and for the most part sounded as though he was just happy to be coming home... I'm totally excited to be able to see my honey...
I'm still kinda pissed about the whole thing with Aaron even though its really not that big of a deal, and he didn't exactly do anything wrong other than tell me things that had happened during HIS relationship with Melvin... not mine, and I don't expect Melvin to be making the same mistakes twice... otherwise i'm out the door and off somewhere else... I don't expect that to be happening...
which is why I have come to the conclusion... as with my interpretation about choices...
I chose to be with Melvin till the end... as he can with me... and I also chose not to listen to a single thing that Aaron has to say about it... Done
I truly believe that people are meant to make mistakes, lie, cheat, and even kill in the process of life... willingly or not... BUT I so do believe that people can also change, sometimes for the better and yet sometimes for the worse... not matter what happens though... its all a life experience and in the bigger picture we learn and understand more about who we are... at least thats where I come from...
anyway, I'm happy where I am... with Melvin... and I hope he is too... ^_^ night night
I had talked to Melvin earlier in the evening... or rather morning as it was about 1am today... he sounded good as usual and for the most part sounded as though he was just happy to be coming home... I'm totally excited to be able to see my honey...
I'm still kinda pissed about the whole thing with Aaron even though its really not that big of a deal, and he didn't exactly do anything wrong other than tell me things that had happened during HIS relationship with Melvin... not mine, and I don't expect Melvin to be making the same mistakes twice... otherwise i'm out the door and off somewhere else... I don't expect that to be happening...
which is why I have come to the conclusion... as with my interpretation about choices...
I chose to be with Melvin till the end... as he can with me... and I also chose not to listen to a single thing that Aaron has to say about it... Done
I truly believe that people are meant to make mistakes, lie, cheat, and even kill in the process of life... willingly or not... BUT I so do believe that people can also change, sometimes for the better and yet sometimes for the worse... not matter what happens though... its all a life experience and in the bigger picture we learn and understand more about who we are... at least thats where I come from...
anyway, I'm happy where I am... with Melvin... and I hope he is too... ^_^ night night