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i had no idea that we were going to play beer pong last night.
i thought i'd be able to walk away from the party and, if need be, go back. that idea was a fail. in the state of connecticut, i haven't seen anyone other than my relatives (and anyone who was just at my sisters party) in forever. like, seriously years. i didn't see anyone this weekend. i didn't see anyone over winter. and before that...i don't remember the last time i went home. darn it. even when i come to see people, i am no good at seeing them, i need them to come to me. how unfair to others is that.
anyway. goldfishes and ginger ale. laundry and nap time. then off to the graduation.
i thought i'd be able to walk away from the party and, if need be, go back. that idea was a fail. in the state of connecticut, i haven't seen anyone other than my relatives (and anyone who was just at my sisters party) in forever. like, seriously years. i didn't see anyone this weekend. i didn't see anyone over winter. and before that...i don't remember the last time i went home. darn it. even when i come to see people, i am no good at seeing them, i need them to come to me. how unfair to others is that.
anyway. goldfishes and ginger ale. laundry and nap time. then off to the graduation.